I feel like I’m living a double life
Playing two roles, showing two faces
Lost the sense of reality,
Not able to open my gates
Attitudes they change from day to day
Contradictions are leading my life,
Feel so insecure and full of doubt
Not able to see any light
They define me as selfish,
Because I need my space and time
They called me an outcast
Cause I still didn’t choose my side
Inside of me there’s a war
Mentality fights mentality
Days go by and I can’t stop thinking about
which one actually belongs to me ?
Had to bear your judgment,
which filled me with dread,
drained my motivation dry,
and did not let me win the war in my head
Too many thoughts, too many doubts
To many voices telling me I should quit
Resenting the traces that brought me here,
I realize.. it is hard to live on this bridge !
I went through all your poems but, this one is an amazing and i can only say NO COMMENT...I would really love to see these poems in a complete book...you need to publish them :) I miss and love you so much...
ReplyDeleteThis poem is quite personal and relates to so many aspects in life. I'm glad it reached you. I will publish my poems one day hopefully, but before I do that, I will need to write a couple more :)Miss u too my dear and thanks for visiting my blog..
ReplyDeleteI think this poem concerns many people in difficult or less difficult circumstances ,
ReplyDeleteI have to agree with Mister or Miss Anonmymous
this is one of your best written poems , so go ahead and achieve your Master Work.
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ReplyDeleteThank you. The poem obviously concerns people that have concerns. Thank you for visiting my blog and for the encouraging words. Denis
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