Lifestyle

Ouch he didn't text me back
I guess I got too excited 
about the sex we had

A funny lifestyle
..Im reminded of the numerous times
I try to hide the loneliness 
that lives inside

But a gentle smile appears 
Can it be my ancestors
commenting on my needs ?

Sending gestures of compassion
Sending me trust I need
to go after lifes attractions

As I sit quitely and breathe in
the hunger and the longing 
I can sense 
this acquired sense of beloning

..Im glad to be here