Thoughts

These thoughts are so pervasive,
in this mind of mine
that sometimes I feel the need
to apologize,
to events that happen in my life
when joy evaporates,
and they dance their tango
in my head
when moments of bliss
get wasted,
while they pair themselves
and hold hands

Thoughts, they say
are important to be thought
but damn it !
not when you're suppose to fuck
or love..for that matter,
feel lifted from any burden
like a tiny little feather,
that doesn't care
where its heading,
enjoying the flow of air
making its most precious moment
the present..

So dear thoughts,
why cant you just get lost ?
Cause as much as you are needed
there are moments,
when you're allowed to leave me

I promise you,
I won't be upset,
as you know
every healthy relation ship,
is in need for a healthy distance
otherwise you might depend on me
and like that,
contribute to yet another misery
that I will have to take care of,
since you scary ass
withdraw yourself,
whenever it gets tough

You've been with me
for so long,
and it doesn't feel polite,
to tell you
that most of the times
you're simply wrong

So let's make a pact:
you leave my psyche,
when I need you to,
but without me
having to remind you

And I will feed you
with only the best
of ideas, plans,
and a bit of brain sex

So until you accept
my modest offer,
I'll be waiting here
in this thoughtless space,
hoping you'll give ourselves
a second chance