not to belong
You calculate to deliver
not to connect the dots
You're good when you score
not when you give a helping hand
You smile when you've been praised
not because you praised somebody else
You wonder why you're hard on yourself ?
You really wonder why pondering about right or wrong,
puts you in this draining imbalance ?
Maybe it was the school
that you were supposed to be good at
Maybe it were the teachers,
that simply didn't know how to connect
Maybe it's this system
that keeps telling us
we didn't arrive yet..